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Rafael Hernandez-Carrillo 67485-061 LIFE SENTENCE

I was born in the state of Sonora, Mexico in 1979.  I am the youngest of two siblings and raised by both parents, who are Catholic.  They did their best at raising us.   My mother is a lovely house wife and my father was a federal customs agent in Mexico.  Growing up I never saw my mother or father drink, smoke, or use any drugs.  So you could say I had good examples to follow.  I would like to say that the first twelve years of my life were the best I could remember.  I felt that I had all the love and attention a kid could want.  At five years old I began school which was a private Catholic school.  From there I went to public school, junior high, high school, and eventually graduated.  To be honest, I was a good student, fast learner, and I made excellent grades.

After finishing school things did not happen for me like I would have wanted or imagined.  At the age of 18 I started the next chapter of my life.  Things became difficult because  my family’s financial situation became rough after my father lost his job.  A life that I was once used to is now gone…No more trips to U.S., no more visits to Disneyland, no more shopping malls and nice clothes, things just got worse.  At that moment I decided that it was time for me to help out financially.  Luckily for me, my family owns a supermarket in Mexico so I was given the supervisor position over the products being imported and exported to and from the store.  As I mentioned before I was a fast learner.  I excelled in my position and was earning a decent wage which enabled me to help my family’s financial situation.  At this point I decided that I would not pursue further education because I liked making money in the real world…so to speak.  Things were good for a while, life was easy.  I was happy, my family was happy…well until my uncle who was the primary owner of the supermarket passed away.  This would ultimately change my life for forever.  Soon after he died I found out that he was living a double life.  Since I was running the stores operation after his death, some of his associates contacted me and explained to me that they had some illegal dealings of transporting illegal products to and from the border and wanted me to continue business.  At the time I didn’t think much of it being that I don’t come from a criminal background so I accepted and began my criminal journey as a trafficker.   My money intake went from good, to great, to prominent.  As the years went by I met my wife of 20 years and had 3 beautiful boys who are all grown now.  Again, life was good!  I had money, cars, clothes, and everything else that comes with the fast life. But as they say; “all good things come to an end” just as with life and death in general.  In my case, I got busted and lost everything and I am not just talking about material things, which obviously was part of it but most importantly my life and the life of my loved ones.  Not being able to watch my kids grow up and be there for my family physically, emotionally, and mentally.  These are the types of things that weigh heavy on my heart.  I do not make any excuses for the past I have chosen but now that I am older and wiser, I understand the consequences of my actions and sometimes I wish I could have done things a little different.  A lot of you may know…but, I am serving a life sentence for marijuana.  I’ve been in 14 and half years now and my fight continues.  Since I have been in prison I haven’t given up hope because I haven’t lost my faith in God.

I was sentences on November 3, 2010 to imprisonment for LIFE without parole.  I was 28 years of age when the offense was committed.  I began serving this sentence of imprisonment on February 27, 2008.  I appealed my case to the United States Court of Appeals for the Sixth Circuit.

The offense involved transportation and distribution of over 1,000 kilograms of marijuana from Mexico and into the United States.  According to the prosecution it was considered a Continuing Criminal Enterprise with proceeds over $10 million.  The truth of the matter is, I was not privy to the information as to where the marijuana was coming from, nor did I know the value of the marijuana, because the proceeds were never my own.  I was residing in Colombus, Ohio, at the time and I was in dire need of a means to support my family; which includes my two sons, my wife, and my parents.  I was a just trusted-helper that could unload the tractor-trailers and count the bundles as they came in from wherever they were being sent from.  My job also included making sure the marijuana bundles were secure in the stash-houses.  There were times when I was even sleeping in the stash-houses to make sure there were no intruders.  I was not the owner of the marijuana coming in, I was an employee that could be trusted to perform the tasks assigned to me, so I was just doing what I had to do to put food on the table for my family.
I am currently seeking a sentence reduction because I have two young boys that are growing into young men as I sit here separated from them.  I may not have been able to see them through their journey into adulthood, but one day they will be married and have children of their own.  I forfeited the gift of being there with/for them, but I pray that I’m able to be there to my grandchildren grow up.  My Mom is also in her mid 70’s and I would like to see her while she is still with us.  My Dad has since passed away in March and I miss him dearly.  Her ability to travel to see me has been non-existent due to her health.  She is in dire need of my assistance, as she only has two children, including myself.
I have never been in trouble in my life and I know what I did was egregiously wrong, I did not take it serious due to it only being marijuana- there were never any armed men, guns, or any violence involved and the promise of a prosperous life was something a young father with no job could not pass up.
I have recently been looking at numerous marijuana articles and they talk about the marijuana industry and the amount of marijuana now legally sold.  I understand that it is still illegal in the federal system, but LIFE without parole,  when there are others that are now considered pioneers is ironic to me.  I am not trying to minimize what I did.  I know now I should have never been involved in the activity in the first place as my actions were illegal at the time, and only seek to have a second chance in life.
I have managed to do my time by filling my days with positive things.  For instance, I teach a Spanish class in the Challenge Program Unit.  Also, I make myself available for others whether it be to help them with their problems or just giving them someone to talk to.
I detest conversations that are not constructive…I hate prison politics.  To me, prison politics is just another word to describe grown men gossiping.
Thank you for your time and patience on reading a little about me.  I understand that my English is not as good as some, but I hope you all understood what I was trying to explain.  Once again, thank you.
Rafael Hernandez-Carrillo 67485-061 LIFE SENTENCE